• John Kiddie • Sunburst’s founder Norm Paulsen loved the sea and wooden sailing ships of all sizes. In August 1991, a crew from Sunburst was restoring a schooner called Star Pilot in Gloucester, Massachusetts. Norm and I were in California at the time. Hurricane Bob was reportedly coming up the East Coast, and it had a projected path right through New England.
Norm was watching the Weather Channel and, as the storm approached, the trajectory remained true for landing very close to our ship. He was extremely concerned about the ship and our crew, exclaiming, “It’s going right over the top. It’s going to hit us!”
One of the crew members, Ross, later recalled the storm raging all around with 110-mph winds. It rained and poured, with the wind whipping everything in sight. Then the eye of the hurricane passed directly over the harbor.
Suddenly everything was calm and still, and the sun was shining brightly, right overhead. Ross went onto the deck; he could feel the warmth of the sun. He was in awe of the spectacle unfolding before him. Looking around, he could see the wall of the eye of the hurricane extending way up into the sky, with a gray turbulent mass all around it. But in the center, the eye, the brilliant sun shone.
That didn’t last long; soon the other side of the hurricane hit with full fury again. It was an amazing baptism for the rebirth of that ship. The vortex was directly overhead.
One night, Norm was taken up in Spirit and shown a vision. As he looked down from high above, all he could see was ocean. Then, his vision descended and he saw a wooden ship sailing. He seemed to come closer still and could see it was himself, Norm, steering the ship.
It wasn’t an ordinary ocean. It was two hemispheres, two halves of a stormy boiling and rolling sea, on either side of the ship. Norm was sailing a course right through the middle—in the calm place “on the razor’s edge,” as he recalled. From that center place, he was steering the ship of his soul through the tumultuous seas of life that lie on either side. He was in the middle, bringing his ship steadily through.
As it was for Norm, so can it be for you. Residing at the observer’s seat within, you can guide the ship of your soul through the ocean of life. By coming to that place of stillness within, you begin to see more clearly the course you need to steer.
How do you arrive at this point of stillness? How can you quiet the seemingly constant bombardment of your mind and senses? Meditation is a proven method for experiencing the peace that passes all understanding. It will bring you to the helm of your ship of life, the true Self within you.
By regular focused effort, you come into harmony with the divine energy that is inside you. Being in this centered place doesn’t give you a free pass through life’s challenges. The rough seas and storms that come your way will still arise; but with the steady hand of your true Self on the wheel, your vessel will be guided to calm waters once again.
Let the wave of memory, the storm of desire, the fire of emotion pass through without affecting your equanimity. – Sathya Sai Baba